I can't stop thinking about you and this hasn't happened in the longest time and I don't exactly want it to happen but I like you too much and I've stopped talking to other people because when we're around each other we just click and sometimes I'm amazed at it, we haven't even seen each other that much and yet? The first time I saw you it wasn't awkward, and what followed either, you even said it. And now I don't want to throw my sweater in the laundry just yet because having it close is like tricking myself into thinking you're close as well and reminds me of just how well my legs fit around yours and how shy you get when you know I'm going to kiss you and how crisp your curls are against my hands and how your hands felt around my waist. And the thing is, it was so new because it's been so long since I kissed someone I actually liked while not being drunk or high or lonely, I genuinely like you and I hope that whatever happens we can still talk to each other and about our likes and pairings and stories but I just can't stop thinking about when you told me no one has ever curled your head against their bosom like I was doing right then and I swear I almost died, because you deserved that and so much more and I can't help but think about the next time I'll get to do it again and the back of my thighs hurt from trying not to press so hardly against you and dear god I like you so much